I can not get you off my mind, thinking of you everyday and I am so sad. Dar we had just reconnected and I was so looking forward to visiting you. I will ALWAYS remember you and all the fun we had over the years, we had some GREAT times together. You always made me laugh my ass off! You will be so missed so very much girlfriend. I can not believe you are gone, that is not how it was to be. I just talked to you and we were making plans for us to come visit! I know the pain you were feeling and I believe that everything happens for a reason. I can't keep asking "WHY" because I will never have the answer. I am very sad that we did not have just one last time together. I have so many great memories of us together years ago some that I can truly say "was the best times of my life" we were very CRAZY years ago! I look at pictures of my weeding day and how beautiful I looked because of your special touch doing my hair and make-up. I can hear you laughing as I write this, you had that fun silly laugh that made me laugh! I know how much love you had for Tom and your kids as that is all you talked about when we talked last. You will be missed so much. I know you are in a good place right now, God bless you and your entire family. Miss you girlfriend so very much. Rita